i make plans to break plans and i've been planning something big...
summer feels so much closer. i'm so ready but for some reason it's kind of scaring me.
i have work tomorrow. tonight i went to the chorus concert.
jimmy's called me from the road a couple of times this week! i think he's having a good time on tour but i think he still kind of wishes he was home. but really..he's doing so well, and i'm so proud of him.
i've been writing alot lately.
lately i've been scared but quiet. my throat is getting dry and tighter. i guess that's all.
i got my yearbook. i look so different. i look really fake in that picture and it just doesnt feel look like me. i swear it's not. or is it? i wouldn't know anyway.
i shouldn't set myself up for letdowns. this is why i wanted to stick with the "go with the flow" lifestyle. i'm just not good at that. i wish i was better at being alone.
i have work tomorrow. tonight i went to the chorus concert.
jimmy's called me from the road a couple of times this week! i think he's having a good time on tour but i think he still kind of wishes he was home. but really..he's doing so well, and i'm so proud of him.
i've been writing alot lately.
lately i've been scared but quiet. my throat is getting dry and tighter. i guess that's all.
i got my yearbook. i look so different. i look really fake in that picture and it just doesnt feel look like me. i swear it's not. or is it? i wouldn't know anyway.
i shouldn't set myself up for letdowns. this is why i wanted to stick with the "go with the flow" lifestyle. i'm just not good at that. i wish i was better at being alone.