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i am a hypocrite. a bitch. a confused, quiet, selfish little girl who doesn't know anything. and i'm not being fair.
things have changed in me. and i guess i didn't even notice.
things are changing in everyone and i'm begging to realize nothings ever as perfect as you think it is. and once again i'm reminded that nothing good lasts.
but once again i am grateful for what i have now and pray to god that it doesn't break apart with everything else.
everything seems to be in constant motion and i guess that's just how things are right now. and alot of the things that i have been doing or saying are so out of character for me. but is a changed person always for the worse? it is selfish. but i feel stronger. i feel happier. i feel more content and alive then i did seven months ago and there have been many people holding my hand and leading me into becoming my own person. now that i am. now that they saved me. none of them want anything to do with me.
things have changed in me. and i guess i didn't even notice.
things are changing in everyone and i'm begging to realize nothings ever as perfect as you think it is. and once again i'm reminded that nothing good lasts.
but once again i am grateful for what i have now and pray to god that it doesn't break apart with everything else.
everything seems to be in constant motion and i guess that's just how things are right now. and alot of the things that i have been doing or saying are so out of character for me. but is a changed person always for the worse? it is selfish. but i feel stronger. i feel happier. i feel more content and alive then i did seven months ago and there have been many people holding my hand and leading me into becoming my own person. now that i am. now that they saved me. none of them want anything to do with me.