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Where do I begin, it's hard to tell if im just writing to myself anymore. Today was my last day of school basically. This year started our great and has taken a complete 180. There are a few people that I don't talk to anymore that I would give anything just for them to say hi. Im really sorry for whatever happened. I mean if it wasn't for me being a senior I don't even think I would be writing in here about this, I mean cause if I wasnt I could just say, "hey, theres always next year." but I can't, and that scares me. Now something completely new is being thrown apon me. It's frightning.Sometimes I wish I could just turn back time and redo everything, then maybe things would be better and I would stop fucking up. I'm going to miss alot of people. Expecially Cory, but he's moving to Mississippi here in about 2 weeks. The kid is my best friend, the one person in the world that I can truely trust, and now hes leaving. I don't know what to do most of the time, it's hard. This summer is gonna be a drag, I can just feel it. I have my band, but that's it. Its the only time im truely happy, I can write my feelings down and present them to people in a way everone can understand. But Im not always playing, so its a drag. We're hoping to get out of state soon. We're probibly going to play in NJ with Letterbox. We play shows with them all the time now, so its nice. but that brings me to the next thing. SHOWS! We finally have some. so check out the website for the details.
-Andy
-Andy