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[fatally_wounded]

sorry to everyone who's been addicted to my LJ entries, i've been busy, i appologize, anyways quick update on life....it sux, yup, and ummmmmmmmm ya, work has now officially become the only thing that wakes me up in the morning, sadly i have no life and nothing to do yeah o well that's what i get for being an adult and wanting to do everything for myself, sad to say i want school to start so i can meet new people and be able to chill with a new group....i'm slowly fading away from lissette which is sad b/c i miss her sometimes but i know she gets real busy with all the things she does and i am not one to say that i'm not busy, but i can't help that i work when she's free...ugh, and ya well that's about it, o ya my boy jose just got his residency yesterday and i drank my ass off and did some funny shit and i was lookin hot too so suprisingly enough, when i was sober, all the girls were checkin me out, i was so wigged out, never happened to me b 4! o well, anyways i've been meaning to write my poetry so here goes one that i wrote on a scrap piece of paper...i'm tired of ppl's shit...sometimes i'm too night and just let ppl walk all over me...ugh w/e...i just wanna give a shot out to my buddy aileen, she's such a gr8 person and she's an awsome listener and she understands what i go through, thanks mama, u're awsome, never change, n next time u go to the mall, wear a moo moo

on the dawn of a new day, i stand there looking over the horizon
searching for new quests in my life to advance myself in the study of life
searching day to day how to better my essence with the knowledge of the earth
and yet never finding what i set out to that day...

at the campfire, i stare into the blaze as the sun sets behind my venturous day
and through the blaze, i can see the signs of a future destined to be glorious
then the sound of a hound cracks through the night like thunder
and reality sets in....

glory lies in the mind of the dreamer