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there are too many
times that people
have tried to look inside of me
wondering what i think of you
and i protect you out of courtesy
too many times that i've
held on when i needed 2 push away
afraid to say what was on my mind
afraid to say what i need 2 say
too many
things that you've said about me
when i'm not around
you think having the upper hand
means you've got to keep putting me down
but i've had too many stand-offs with you
it's about as much as i can stand
just wait until the upper hand
is mine
so many people like me
put so much trust in all your lies
so concerened with what you think
to just say what we feel inside
so many people like me
walk on eggshells all day long
all i want is to feel i'm not stepped on
there are so many things you say
that makes me feel you've crossed the line
what goes up will surely fall
and i'm counting down the time
cuz i've had too many stand-offs with you
it's about as much as i can stand
so i'm waiting for the upper hand
is mine
ONE MINUTE YOU'RE ON TOP
the next you're not
watch it drop
MAKING YOUR HEART STOP
just before you hit the floor
ONE MINUTE YOU'RE ON TOP
the next you're not
missed your shot
MAKING YOUR HEART STOP
you think you won
and then it's all gone
i know i'll never trust a single thing you say
you know you're lies would divide us
but you lied anyway
and the lies have got you floating
above us all
but what goes up has got to fall
damn i have completely been slacking off with school, i have a big essay due for english on the 10 of october and i haven't even started, it's like 2 and a half weeks away, and i'm a bum, but shcool is school, and work here is like boring as hell, it's freezing too, but at least a couple of the guys make me laugh and smile, if not i would hate this job, i talked with my grandmother yesterday about her surgery and i was on the verge of tears b 4 i told her i was scared to loose her, but she kinda told me that we all have 2 die some day and that if she goes, she'll b with my mom lookin over me, which kinda doesn't exactly give me comfort in knowing that she said that, but it makes me feel better to know that i talked to her about it, and i'm still worried about the surgery, i just got to wait and see...and as far as me being sick, i've linked why i've been feeling sick and my lack of sleep to my current situation with the ex g/f, so i found a way to put that out of my head and so far it's working, lets see how that's gonna go on...gym today! mierda!!! but hey i lost 2 pounds already so it looks like it's working a lil, lol well back 2 work i go..
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times that people
have tried to look inside of me
wondering what i think of you
and i protect you out of courtesy
too many times that i've
held on when i needed 2 push away
afraid to say what was on my mind
afraid to say what i need 2 say
too many
things that you've said about me
when i'm not around
you think having the upper hand
means you've got to keep putting me down
but i've had too many stand-offs with you
it's about as much as i can stand
just wait until the upper hand
is mine
so many people like me
put so much trust in all your lies
so concerened with what you think
to just say what we feel inside
so many people like me
walk on eggshells all day long
all i want is to feel i'm not stepped on
there are so many things you say
that makes me feel you've crossed the line
what goes up will surely fall
and i'm counting down the time
cuz i've had too many stand-offs with you
it's about as much as i can stand
so i'm waiting for the upper hand
is mine
ONE MINUTE YOU'RE ON TOP
the next you're not
watch it drop
MAKING YOUR HEART STOP
just before you hit the floor
ONE MINUTE YOU'RE ON TOP
the next you're not
missed your shot
MAKING YOUR HEART STOP
you think you won
and then it's all gone
i know i'll never trust a single thing you say
you know you're lies would divide us
but you lied anyway
and the lies have got you floating
above us all
but what goes up has got to fall
damn i have completely been slacking off with school, i have a big essay due for english on the 10 of october and i haven't even started, it's like 2 and a half weeks away, and i'm a bum, but shcool is school, and work here is like boring as hell, it's freezing too, but at least a couple of the guys make me laugh and smile, if not i would hate this job, i talked with my grandmother yesterday about her surgery and i was on the verge of tears b 4 i told her i was scared to loose her, but she kinda told me that we all have 2 die some day and that if she goes, she'll b with my mom lookin over me, which kinda doesn't exactly give me comfort in knowing that she said that, but it makes me feel better to know that i talked to her about it, and i'm still worried about the surgery, i just got to wait and see...and as far as me being sick, i've linked why i've been feeling sick and my lack of sleep to my current situation with the ex g/f, so i found a way to put that out of my head and so far it's working, lets see how that's gonna go on...gym today! mierda!!! but hey i lost 2 pounds already so it looks like it's working a lil, lol well back 2 work i go..
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