Oh no.....

[fataleinnocence]

So, a couple of months back in American Lit I decided not to do one homework assignment, I was getting a B+ in the class and figured I had no need to worry, my mistake, now I have a D+............ I also have a D+ in Spanish and Geometry, which means the only classes I am in the safety zone are AP Psych and Modern Dance.. This is terrible... that doesn't even describe the way I feel, NEVER in MY LIFE have I EVER done so badly. I'm an A's and B's student, with the occasional C. My gpa.......... well, basically this is a goodbye to Simpson or even ISU. I had no idea I was doing this badly till I checked infinite campus about 5 minutes ago. Usually I have someone to keep an eye out for me... and usually I am not such a mess during the first semester. This is all my fault. I guess next year I'll be taking 2 math classes and 2 english... I don't want to retake geometry. Happy 17th to me.

The worst is that this is all my fault. Thought I should stick with a job, that I could afford to slack a little on one assignment because otherwise I would have had another thing to stress over, I've already broken down about 4-5 times this semester. Why couldn't I have learned this my sophomore year when it didn't matter? Look, I'm sure this isn't the end, but it sure feels like it. I have failed myself... and my mom. I need help, I just don't know what I need help with. No track, no job, maybe I'll just have to set back drivers ed till the summer... and I guess I'll be going to DMACC or something cheap that will accept me. T_T