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Wow. I haven't updated in a long time. Well, nothings changed. Still the same old bullshit, different day, different people. But I have my friends and that's all that matters :-) I love you guys.
I'm souped cuz me and jessica are going camping with her family for memorial day weekend. If it rains the whole time... God will I be pissed! It hasnt stopped raining and it sucks so bad :-( We are gonna have so much fun!!! I haven't been camping since I broke my chest bone last time I went when I was like 10 lol.
I got my licence! Its been almost a month since I've had it now. I don't have a car to drive, but its still all good. Jessica's mom lets me drive her car all the time so we can go to the library... lol!!! Not for fun, don't worry ;-)
I have my eye on somebody, and I know that he has his eyes on me... and has had them on me for quite a while now. Why isn't he making a move? I can't make a move. I don't have enough balls for shit like that when it comes to guys. Last time I knew that a guy liked me (and I liked him) we were both too chicken shit to say anything and the last day of school rolled around and it ruined my whole summer! I won't let it happen this time...
Interesting situation at the drink machine in the cafeteria... can't get THAT out of my head. hahahaha. It was quite some time ago... but I remember it like it was yesterday :-D
Another thing... I was failing math and chemistry! That fuckin sucked so bad but I worked hard and ended up bringin both of those grades up. Hopefully I can get up to at least 80s for both of them classes by the end of the year.
Well thats all for now... I will leave you with a poem I wrote
Love you all! (well most of u ;-))
STRONG
When times are rough
And a million times you've cried
You know that I'll forever
Remain by your side
Even at times
When I can't handle your pain
I try to be strong
To help you maintain
Sometimes I've even doubted
That it would be OK
But I held my tears in
And said it anyway
No one deserves
To feel how you've felt
No one should be given
The tough hand you've been dealt
But it is only because
God knows you are strong
And can handle anything
That rolls on along
Now, I can assure you
Things soon will get better
But no matter what hand you're dealt
We will play it together
I'm souped cuz me and jessica are going camping with her family for memorial day weekend. If it rains the whole time... God will I be pissed! It hasnt stopped raining and it sucks so bad :-( We are gonna have so much fun!!! I haven't been camping since I broke my chest bone last time I went when I was like 10 lol.
I got my licence! Its been almost a month since I've had it now. I don't have a car to drive, but its still all good. Jessica's mom lets me drive her car all the time so we can go to the library... lol!!! Not for fun, don't worry ;-)
I have my eye on somebody, and I know that he has his eyes on me... and has had them on me for quite a while now. Why isn't he making a move? I can't make a move. I don't have enough balls for shit like that when it comes to guys. Last time I knew that a guy liked me (and I liked him) we were both too chicken shit to say anything and the last day of school rolled around and it ruined my whole summer! I won't let it happen this time...
Interesting situation at the drink machine in the cafeteria... can't get THAT out of my head. hahahaha. It was quite some time ago... but I remember it like it was yesterday :-D
Another thing... I was failing math and chemistry! That fuckin sucked so bad but I worked hard and ended up bringin both of those grades up. Hopefully I can get up to at least 80s for both of them classes by the end of the year.
Well thats all for now... I will leave you with a poem I wrote
Love you all! (well most of u ;-))
STRONG
When times are rough
And a million times you've cried
You know that I'll forever
Remain by your side
Even at times
When I can't handle your pain
I try to be strong
To help you maintain
Sometimes I've even doubted
That it would be OK
But I held my tears in
And said it anyway
No one deserves
To feel how you've felt
No one should be given
The tough hand you've been dealt
But it is only because
God knows you are strong
And can handle anything
That rolls on along
Now, I can assure you
Things soon will get better
But no matter what hand you're dealt
We will play it together