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i hate this situation ¬ knowing what to do or how to feel.
you make me this way &i would rather have it be you than anyone else just becaus i know that when it comes down to you, you really do care &always have.
but should i try to pursue something that i don't know is real or for sure or not?
or just sit on the sidelines like i always have in the past just watching, getting jealous, ¬ doing anything about it when many of other girls have come in &out of your life.
&what am i to think when you have told me the same exact thing?
that you have always liked me &hate when i was with other guys.
i don't know, but i would love if you would call me so that we can talk, because it's been a day &i haven't gotten my daily phone call from you.
better yet, i would love if i could see you in person.
but of course, that never happens when i want it to.
you make me this way &i would rather have it be you than anyone else just becaus i know that when it comes down to you, you really do care &always have.
but should i try to pursue something that i don't know is real or for sure or not?
or just sit on the sidelines like i always have in the past just watching, getting jealous, ¬ doing anything about it when many of other girls have come in &out of your life.
&what am i to think when you have told me the same exact thing?
that you have always liked me &hate when i was with other guys.
i don't know, but i would love if you would call me so that we can talk, because it's been a day &i haven't gotten my daily phone call from you.
better yet, i would love if i could see you in person.
but of course, that never happens when i want it to.