keep it soy!
so tired.
i haven't been sleeping well. i don't know why, and i have a feeling it's my fault...(maybe watching colbert report before bed is a bad idea).
but that's all irrelevant.
my final physics project went down today. and when i say went down, i mean our group went and i have literally no idea how it went. i asked my professor, and he said 'good,' in a noncommittal way, which could mean anything. ryan (who backed out of the group) said it went 'pretty well'. so yeah. noncommittal votes of lackluster confidence. awesome.
i've been having trouble typing lately. it's weird. i've been thinking the words i want to say in my head and every so often i don't pay attention to what i'm doing and i've started typing a word phonetically. it's nothing i haven't caught, but it's like i'm reverting back to learning the language. maybe i need more sleep. (the most common mistake i seem to make is typing 'se-' when i'm thinking 'said'. maybe not interesting, but nevertheless. weird.)
more and more i'm getting that feeling that i don't know what i want. and it's not in that 'i don't know what i want to do with my life.' i mean, it is. it DEFINITELY is. but it's also increasingly becoming little decisions. i don't know what i want to eat. i have an hour and i don't know what to do with it. i don't know what to wear today. stupid things. it's irritating me.
in less whiny news, i only have a paper and three finals to go. and five days of classes. and i think a quiz this afternoon. but i'm not sure. probably i should check that out.
and today is my last day of work study (where i'm currently updating my livejournal.)
and i just found out that i will definitely be doing an independent study with the cell biology professor. which will be good for me. because that is the one area of bio that i consistently avoid learning. also i'm taking cell bio next semester. so i will learn it once and for all.
this really has to be the most boring journal online. i am sorry, internet, for my presence in you.
i haven't been sleeping well. i don't know why, and i have a feeling it's my fault...(maybe watching colbert report before bed is a bad idea).
but that's all irrelevant.
my final physics project went down today. and when i say went down, i mean our group went and i have literally no idea how it went. i asked my professor, and he said 'good,' in a noncommittal way, which could mean anything. ryan (who backed out of the group) said it went 'pretty well'. so yeah. noncommittal votes of lackluster confidence. awesome.
i've been having trouble typing lately. it's weird. i've been thinking the words i want to say in my head and every so often i don't pay attention to what i'm doing and i've started typing a word phonetically. it's nothing i haven't caught, but it's like i'm reverting back to learning the language. maybe i need more sleep. (the most common mistake i seem to make is typing 'se-' when i'm thinking 'said'. maybe not interesting, but nevertheless. weird.)
more and more i'm getting that feeling that i don't know what i want. and it's not in that 'i don't know what i want to do with my life.' i mean, it is. it DEFINITELY is. but it's also increasingly becoming little decisions. i don't know what i want to eat. i have an hour and i don't know what to do with it. i don't know what to wear today. stupid things. it's irritating me.
in less whiny news, i only have a paper and three finals to go. and five days of classes. and i think a quiz this afternoon. but i'm not sure. probably i should check that out.
and today is my last day of work study (where i'm currently updating my livejournal.)
and i just found out that i will definitely be doing an independent study with the cell biology professor. which will be good for me. because that is the one area of bio that i consistently avoid learning. also i'm taking cell bio next semester. so i will learn it once and for all.
this really has to be the most boring journal online. i am sorry, internet, for my presence in you.