Hara Kiri

[fatal_words]

Toki doki ni hara kiri shitai to omoimasu ga, nande? Hai, sou chotto itai kedo. Sore kara itakunai wa yo. Itsumo hitori de iru to omoimasu. Kono otoko ga koi kaku to naru kedo boku o suki ja nai da. Un, boku wa busu da to omou. Shikashi, kokoro de iru no ka? Sukoshi dake desu ka? Onaka o kirimasu, onaka o kiritai. Chi wa furitai, kono shin kara. Kono kiri kara. Jibun wa jinsei kara doko de eru? Tengoku no ka? Jigoku no ka? Chotto omoimasu, kirisuto wa michi. Shikashi, shinto wa michi da to omou. Nani ka sureba ka, ware wa? Owari? Hajime? NANDA????

Oi! Kono hito wa inochi de doko ikun no ka?!?! Kono kokoro wa hana mitai, kaze de yureru. Kaze wa kono hana o kowareru, tsuyokunai dakara. Owarimasu ka, kono ureshimi jikan wa? Chotto ureshiku natta, ware wa istumo kanashii kara no? Itsu ware no jikan wa kuru no ka? Itsu hajimetten? Ashita? Kinou? Ima? Itsumonai? Owari de? Dochi deshou? Shiranain de...... Kono hito o tasukete kudasai, furu no mae ni. Hayaku shite!...... Shikashi, tasukenain de. Owaritai desu kara.

GAH! Nande nihon go de hanaseru dake, kanashii toki ni deshou?!?!?! Eigo de hanashitai ga, nante shiranai. Kowaii dakara to omoimasu yo. Kare wa hontou? Kare wa ii ja nai no ka? Kare wa ii da to shitteiru ga, ware wa kare ni ja nai. Boku wa busu to futoi dakara.

Tomo dachi wa iu, "Kare wa anata o suki da to shitteiru!" SUKI JA NAI YO!!!! JIGOKU E IKE! CHIGAU DAKARA YO NA!!!! SHINJIMAI YO!!!!