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I feel good ^_^ There really is no other way of putting it. I know people could still say that it is early days and there’s this really long road in front of me, and their right. But, at the same time I knowhow I feel and what I what, I’m not under the need or impression that I have to repress or deny it. People are always warning me against moving too fast and not giving things enough thought or even that this job does not allow time for romance or comfort or a life. It’s sad that people think that way. If this job is really like that, then should we not grab every second we can with the people we love and hold dear? Why be afraid of these things? When you strip away all the restraints and thoughts that cloud our actions, you begin to realise that it’s all really dumb. You shouldn’t be letting this and that stop you from saying what is truly on your mind, you might not be around tomorrow to say those words. And for me personally, for people to tell the truth, to say what is really on your mind, it’s the one of the greatest things you could ever give and one of the things I respect the most about someone. It’s true that I have no room to talk, I’ve ran more than most, but at the same time I’m also willing to learn from the things that have made me weak and a bad person. I really don’t know what I’m trying to say here. Maybe that having no personal goal is sad, to live for another shouldn’t be seen as sad, to live for yourself shouldn’t be seen as selfish. Are we not all individuals with our own thoughts and life experiences? Not all of us will see alike. This should never be seen as a reason for tension or distrust, but a chance to learn.