Jun 27, 2010 23:24
So jasona nd I hav ebebn on the methadone program for a hwile now. its been real hard trying not to use. and honestly the only reason why we have been clean for the past 2weeks is cuz our "guy" is sick in the hospital.
I fucking been smoking alot of weed lately soo haha. I just love smoking pot.
Ive Started at the MMF to get my grade 12 finished I just have to make myself go in everyday,,, or at lease 3 times a week.
Its been real hard trying to keep it together. I really want to go travelling again but i dont want to use my apartment. no way ive been "settled" for almost 3 years now. I cant disapoint everyone and fall back into my old life.
I'm thinking maybe what we'll do is save up sum cash and go to vancouver for a week or whatever. we'll see.