i couldn't forget you;
I'm not as okay as I thought.
Things have been bothering me.
I just can't say anything; not even to the one person I really want to tell. Its easy to keep lying to myself, pretending I'm completely fine with everything that's been going on recently. But the thing is, i'm not. And it SUCKS to not be fine. It sucks to think about the shit I've been thinking about.
So, this entry is a little more cryptic than I'd like.
But I don't trust anyone anymore.
♥except you♥
Every little thing gets me thinking.
Wondering. Doubting.
Feeling like this is fading away.
And there's nothing I can do to hold on.
is this fading away?
Things have been bothering me.
I just can't say anything; not even to the one person I really want to tell. Its easy to keep lying to myself, pretending I'm completely fine with everything that's been going on recently. But the thing is, i'm not. And it SUCKS to not be fine. It sucks to think about the shit I've been thinking about.
So, this entry is a little more cryptic than I'd like.
But I don't trust anyone anymore.
♥except you♥
Every little thing gets me thinking.
Wondering. Doubting.
Feeling like this is fading away.
And there's nothing I can do to hold on.
is this fading away?