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im in college and im so fucking bored...my next class insnt until 3 :o( so i dunno wat im going to do..well was talking to emma last nite wen she eventually came on..lol she made laugh which was kool cause i was on a really big downer,cause of alanna...just wish this shitty pain im feeling would go away :o( ma mates said they are worrying about me cause im just putting on a front with everyone and not really expressing how i really feel..but if i do i'll prob just break down all the time so im keeping it all in..i'll be getting pissed on sat nite anyway cause im off to a party :o) wooooo cannae wait its going to be fun,hehe...uffft i miss alanna like hell :o( this hurts big time..n now she is all like happy happy *sighs* things are kinda weird wen we talk now..and i dont like it i wish we cud just talk like before :o( i really wanna see her again but if i do im scared that i'll break down in tears AGAIN *sighs* och i just dont know wat to do anymore :o( xxx