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I'm so fucking happy, you have no idea.
You know, its always been that I have loved Brandon to this amazing degree others don't even know exist- and Brandon has loved me to a degree of love and marraige and life, but never anywhere near the amount I have him. [Thats because I am me, you know that.]
BUT since he has gotten back from his training... its been so- WOW. Just pure.. HEAVEN.
I can honestly say that today I could feel it, I could see it in his eyes. He loves me almost just as much as I do him, more then he ever has. More then anyone in the world knows.
Everything he says and does makes me feel like... like.. well so great that no word or phrase could ever speak well enough to hold its meaning. I feel... I feel loved.
I feel loved.
Loved like no one has ever been loved before.
You know, its always been that I have loved Brandon to this amazing degree others don't even know exist- and Brandon has loved me to a degree of love and marraige and life, but never anywhere near the amount I have him. [Thats because I am me, you know that.]
BUT since he has gotten back from his training... its been so- WOW. Just pure.. HEAVEN.
I can honestly say that today I could feel it, I could see it in his eyes. He loves me almost just as much as I do him, more then he ever has. More then anyone in the world knows.
Everything he says and does makes me feel like... like.. well so great that no word or phrase could ever speak well enough to hold its meaning. I feel... I feel loved.
I feel loved.
Loved like no one has ever been loved before.