really shitty day...

[fata_like_whoa]

today was one of those days where you wake up and tell your-self its gona be a bad day and then everything pisses you off. my mom was saposed to pick me up early and take me out to lunch and take me to get my nails done. she doesnt do this for me very often so i was looking forward to it and i certainly couldnt wait to get out of school. well after 3rd hour i get a message that shes decided to go out to lunch with her friend all the way down in like coral springs so i had to "stick out the rest of the day". i was pissed to the point where i was in tears. not just that but all the shit that happened last night and how my mom thinks i am a spoiled bitch for being upset about her cancling on me. whatever mom and now she wont talk to me how nice of her. this weekend better be good. here are some things on my mind right now...

-life is a total blur

-i dont know what i want

-i pray for the day ill be happy again

-no one understands anymore

-i hate drama

-my mom thinks im getting fat

-will something good ever happen?

well thats about it for now...im out.