Apr 08, 2006 00:45
k so i wrote along thing to jessica earlier.. but i delteted it.. im killed by how she feels about me.. she has no idea how i feel.. of course she was hurt.. she was jelouse.. thats it.. nothing ever happend.. so in return i have had a month of pain.. just trying to deal with it... her tellig me i was the worse boyfriend blahblah blah.. i just want you jessica.. i know you want me and whatever else i can buy you.. but im not made of money.. i dont have a job.. at the time my job would only be for you.. which im willing to do.. but will you accualy be worth that? not breaking upp with me every other day.. for playing SLUG BUG.. that how this all started.. mabey you acculy dont love me.. you just like that someone cares about you as much as i do.. and now that i ride more.. you cant handle that i dont show you as much. im sorry. find your perfect guy.. i realy thougth we where meant for eacother. whatever