Apr 05, 2007 12:56
um uh, pretty sure i want to move away again, i've been home three weeks and i'm already real over it.
but my friends are here, right?, and my family's here, and i can't move again until someone takes my apartment and that's totally not happening.
and it also seems that most of my friends have moved away.
i never thought i would miss ann arbor but i really do.
and i wish i had more money so i could bounce already but i can't have that 'til i get a job in saginaw and there's nowhere for me to work here, because sister-friend does not do fast food, and baby girl does not fold shirts, and there's not one single worth-while salon in the whole friggin' tri-city area.
oh and p.s. i'm a big loser that does not drive, so how am i getting to said job? chicago is pretty much the answer, and vidal sassoon is pretty much my boyfriend, but the earliest i can go is like august. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. punch my nuts. also, i am pretty scared of going that far by myself, like i have alot of friends there but how do i do shit like that on my own, honestly, like pay bills and shit, i'm a total responsibility retard.
why do i suck?