May 22, 2004 13:25
As you can see I am hoorible as writing in this thing... I had a bad experience with it before, but I guess I can be a big girl and get over it. Though I am pretty sure I am the only one who reads it anyway. A whole lot of shit has happened since I last wrote in here. I got back together with Raelle, even dated someone else for a whole junior highish relationship of three weeks. I went back to school too. I love school. Raelle and I moved into our own place. No more roommates, thank god. The older I get the less tolerance for stupidity I have. And let me tell you, there are a whole hell of a lot of stupid people out there. But the biggest change I'd have to say is that my little brother, Drew, killed himself. In January he jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge. What provoked him to choose that specific location I do not know, but I wish he hadn't. For purely selfish reasons really... because the image is everywhere. For a girl who likes to pretend bad things don't happen and remain in denial for a while, it has been hard. To say the least. That's all I think I will say about it for now... but more exciting information is sure to come, if anyone actually ever reads this.