Losernees-type-shit
So hows everyone? Good...don't care really. Things with Katie are going pretty swell I guess.... besides the massive sex deprivationm that comes with the proverbial "territory". I really care about her... it sucks though cause I fear that I cant make her happy... but I think.... awwwwhatever ... lol...jk. She's totally beautiful and a cool ass person... I'm amazed at how much I think about her. Its pathetic really. Yeah me and Mario are working like pack mules in pakistan tring to get our own pad. I`m really tired of being poked and prodded to get a job at the "wonderful" grimmway complex and then being called a lazy fatass or a leech to the life of the family when I disagree with there perfect vision of my new life. I spent too many nights in the past cradling a bottle tring to keep down the urge to leave and start a new life where parents are not around and life is good.... but then again there where times I wondered if a life of.... well death, is better. Good times...good times... wait... those arent good times....those arent good times at all....ehhhh... what are you gonna do? Later...Rock On!!!
Ray
Ray