Persistent
Hey! Well lets get right to it. Things with me and Katie arer getting better... thank god. I've gotten over her not being in my immediate presence for 5 weeks. Love survives a catacomb of bad shit, so I should be fine. Fuck.... where the hell is Jessica... shes the only person besides Mario and Katie that I can tell anything to. We have girl/guy talk which turns out to bew some weird transexual conversation because we discuss things together sometimes only the same sex can understand. My mom has been pretty decent... I guess she says that Im making an honest attempt to improve my life... she still bitches about stupid crap ... but now I dont have to wake up to an insult every morning, so thats cool./ Fuck man I need a job... I think me and Adry are going to look for jobs together. Im thinking about rejoining half empty... I was actually able to write music efficiently with those guys. We just need to sort out some shit between us and get focused. A lot of shit is ruining through my mind as of late. I'm planning to get more hardcore here shortly. Im planning on a piercing and some tattoos... its time that I allow myself the freedom that I was so pissed off was taken from me from my parents. Also... my wardrobe will consist now of shit I wanna wear not what I think people are going to be able to accept me wearing. I need to stop worrying about what people think of me and get comfortable with myself. Yup... either that or start drinking again so I can be a grungy pathetic excuse of a human that people find so attractive these days. Hah... fuck that.
Ray
Ray