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Well I finally found an outfit for the wedding. It's cute. Super casual, but cute. So yeah, $50 bucks later, I'm set.
My throat has been killing me. My mom and her boyfriend have been fighting off sore throats for a while now and just as soon as they got rid of theirs, I got one. It sucks. I can feel my glands in my neck all swollen and everytime I swallow it hurts. And I have a stuffy nose. My voice is all weird. It sounds especially weird in the morning. Like I'm an old lady who has been smoking for 35 years, but then as the day progresses it gets better.
So yeah. The wedding is tomorrow. I REALLY don't want to go. But the whole "wedding" thing got me thinking. Like, I am happy that my mom is happy with her boyfriend, Tom, but I would hate it if they got married. Like, then he would totally be stepping into the place where my dad should be. He would officially be my stepDAD. With the word DAD in it. Which I don't think fits. And I don't think that I should see my mom walk down the isle. It's just weird. I mean, sorry, maybe I'm being really rude and self absorbed, but I don't want my mom to get married. I think it would just fuck things up. Sure, it's just a ring and a piece of paper, but to me it means A LOT more than that.
My throat has been killing me. My mom and her boyfriend have been fighting off sore throats for a while now and just as soon as they got rid of theirs, I got one. It sucks. I can feel my glands in my neck all swollen and everytime I swallow it hurts. And I have a stuffy nose. My voice is all weird. It sounds especially weird in the morning. Like I'm an old lady who has been smoking for 35 years, but then as the day progresses it gets better.
So yeah. The wedding is tomorrow. I REALLY don't want to go. But the whole "wedding" thing got me thinking. Like, I am happy that my mom is happy with her boyfriend, Tom, but I would hate it if they got married. Like, then he would totally be stepping into the place where my dad should be. He would officially be my stepDAD. With the word DAD in it. Which I don't think fits. And I don't think that I should see my mom walk down the isle. It's just weird. I mean, sorry, maybe I'm being really rude and self absorbed, but I don't want my mom to get married. I think it would just fuck things up. Sure, it's just a ring and a piece of paper, but to me it means A LOT more than that.