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[fat_matt_eats]

i am begining to think i have potentially ruined one of the best opertunities of my young life.
because i have been swimming to much.
and not working in the dark room, like i should of been.
damn sunshine.
im being ridiculous, 
but im really worried, because christopher hasent called me back, and he is normally really quick about it.

i think i just need to quit stressin
and breath

because i would miss a lot more in the school year. i wouldnt see him for a month at a time, so what is a coupple weeks.
there is a wedding saturday, i wonder if i am still shooting it with him...

i have to get away from this computer, and atempt to get my mind off this.