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Wow...everyone that I know is gone. They've gone home to celebrate easter with their families. Times like these...I wish I lived closer to home or believed in the christian faith.
I've been feeling very solitary lately. I know what that's about. I'm removing myself from people's lives before it's absolutely necessary. Perhaps it's a way for me to not feel the impact of never seeing some of my "friends" ever again. I wish I weren't such a mess. What happened to me? When did I turn into one of the most cold and frightened of a little emotional bond kinda person? I need to change. Not everyone is out there to hurt me.
I've been feeling very solitary lately. I know what that's about. I'm removing myself from people's lives before it's absolutely necessary. Perhaps it's a way for me to not feel the impact of never seeing some of my "friends" ever again. I wish I weren't such a mess. What happened to me? When did I turn into one of the most cold and frightened of a little emotional bond kinda person? I need to change. Not everyone is out there to hurt me.