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These days go by so quickly
like the river at the end of March
down by the rocks,
that jut out their chins into the passing rush.
They stand in defiance to time
bearing proof of their years past
and I wonder if in ten years
I'll have strength left in me
to battle with the unforgiving passing of days.
There's so much I'm feeling, but no words to fully describe my thoughts. In some ways I'm disappointed. In others, I think to myself, "tis life." I'm not big on regrets, but it's hard not to regret something when you haven't figured out what the lesson to be learned is. My three weeks spent at home before I came back to UConn was good for me. I did get a little bored towards the end, but now that I'm back here, I miss it. I miss waking up to that empty house and getting my errands done before noon. I loved going to meet up with my parents for lunch everyday. The more and more time I spend up here, the more I realize how much home means to me. Maybe that's what this UConn experience was for me. An eye opener. I have one more year left. A year that I'm sure will be filled with more heartache along with joy. I just hope that I come out of it in one piece because even with time filling in the gaps, I'm still scarred.
like the river at the end of March
down by the rocks,
that jut out their chins into the passing rush.
They stand in defiance to time
bearing proof of their years past
and I wonder if in ten years
I'll have strength left in me
to battle with the unforgiving passing of days.
There's so much I'm feeling, but no words to fully describe my thoughts. In some ways I'm disappointed. In others, I think to myself, "tis life." I'm not big on regrets, but it's hard not to regret something when you haven't figured out what the lesson to be learned is. My three weeks spent at home before I came back to UConn was good for me. I did get a little bored towards the end, but now that I'm back here, I miss it. I miss waking up to that empty house and getting my errands done before noon. I loved going to meet up with my parents for lunch everyday. The more and more time I spend up here, the more I realize how much home means to me. Maybe that's what this UConn experience was for me. An eye opener. I have one more year left. A year that I'm sure will be filled with more heartache along with joy. I just hope that I come out of it in one piece because even with time filling in the gaps, I'm still scarred.