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on further thought, i've decided to not feel shitty anymore. i suppose i could bury this deep down inside and move on, but what i'm going to do instead is just suck it up and move on through leaving it all behind.
I float...just under the surface. I wish my neurotic mind would stop its incessant babble. The insane thoughts that take over my life. She said this. So it means this. But what if that's not what she meant at all. I think I'm at a breaking point. Something needs to be done. Who am I? What do I need? What am I here for? Take away anything that's not completely necessary. What is completely necessary outside of water, air, and sunlight? I'm afraid my thoughts have swept me away. I wish I would break the surface and return to a world that makes sense. Life right now sucks. Can I wake up and return to a life where I was completely happy?
I float...just under the surface. I wish my neurotic mind would stop its incessant babble. The insane thoughts that take over my life. She said this. So it means this. But what if that's not what she meant at all. I think I'm at a breaking point. Something needs to be done. Who am I? What do I need? What am I here for? Take away anything that's not completely necessary. What is completely necessary outside of water, air, and sunlight? I'm afraid my thoughts have swept me away. I wish I would break the surface and return to a world that makes sense. Life right now sucks. Can I wake up and return to a life where I was completely happy?