Jun 08, 2005 20:42
I cant believe that summer starts for me tomorrow...I am so excited Although i have been stressing out with all this work i have been doing. I cant wait till i can relax. Oh yeah and i want to have fun so anytime possible you guys better expect I am calling you to go swimming, to a party, to a movie or even doing something stupid like oooh a picnic or a road trip to chase the sunset to the beach. that would be soo much fun. Then watch the sunset. I am going to do that, but not alone so everyone be aware! Ok so I am bored so I leave with something meaningful:
There seems to be no one,
I seem to be alone,
But you'll never hear it in my voice in person or on the phone.
I cry a little every day for things I cannot change,
Things that others find miniscule, reasons they find to be strange:
For when i see my friends unhappy ,or when they say their dreams are unfulfilled. I feel their hurt, I cry their tears.
I've felt these things for sixteen years. Sensitivities I can't describe, it just jolts through my heart. I wish I could explain somehow, but I don't know where to start. Your tears make me cry, your blood makes me bleed.
When you feel genuine pain, it's something I can read, you may try and hide it but i your lying. I cannot even control it, I was meant to feel it.
I wish that I could show you; you'd see that this is real. Show just show me your fears, I will help you deal