Mar 18, 2004 16:55
Im eating toast. We just had band practice for 3 1/2 hours. ahhh, Im so tired of this stupid flute.
Im also LEAPed out. Im tired of it. Im tired of lot of things. I just wanna go write everything down on a piece of paper, all my secrets, my feelings, my wants. then Im wanna TEAR IT TO PIECES!!! and pretend all those thoughts were never there. But If I did so, part of me would be gone. and, even tho Im very self-conscience, I want to be who I am, dont wanna change that. o well, I can still write it all down.
Love yall, buhbye
~Courtney
PS- y r there so many frickin jerks in band? gosh I hate um. I love God!