a confession from cynthiabnewbaby3January 6 2005, 21:03:32 UTC
DIE, BITCH, DIE ] [ music | GAME SHOWS ON MUTE- INCUBUS ]
HAVE ALWAYS SAID AMONG THE OTHER PHRASES SAYINGS AND INSULTS LAURA AND I HAVE THOUGHT UP UPON OUR OWN CREATIVITY. WE DO NOT STEAL. CASEY HOWEVER DOES, I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW MANY THINGS BETWEEN LAURA AND I HAS SHE STOLEN FROM US, MORE LAURAS' MIND YOU, BUT STILL SOME MINE. AND THIS BY THE BY ... CASEY.... THIS- .:: IS LAURA'S, GIVE IT BACK, YOU FUCKUP. AND NO I AM NOT JOKING ABOUT THIS BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT- YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE. YOU ARE. I BEING ME DO NOT GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME. IO KNOW INSIDE YOU'RE A LOSER. I KNOW YOU'RE STILL THAT SAME DEPRESSED EMO THAT MY, YES MINE NOT YOURS SHE HAS NEVER BEEN YOURS AND SHE NEVER WILL YOU STUPID LITTLE SHIT. YOU ARE SUCH A DUMB FUCK YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH PAIN YOU HAVE CAUSED A LOT OF PEOPLE IN YUOR LIFE AND I BELIEVE THAT YOU SHOULD HOP TO IT AND JUST KILL YOURSELF ALREADY BECAUSE WE'RE ALL SICK OF YOU. IF IT WERE'NT FOR LAURA YOU'D STILL BE SITTING ALONE, OR EVEN BETTER WHERE YOU SHOULD BE- WITH LIZ FUCKING IRRIGANG AND VALARIE (WHO IS NICE AND I WON'T SAY ANYTHING MEAN ABOUT HER, I'M SAVING IT ALL UP TO USE ON YOU YOU MISERABLE ASSHOLE) YOU HAVE DUG YOURSELF INTO A HOLE- AND I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU TELL PEOPLE ABOUT ME; I DON'T YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO HURT ME- BUT I CAN HURT YOU. LIKE YOU'VE HURT LAURA AND OTHER PEOPLE TOO. ALL YOUR ANTICS WITH ALAN AND INSULTING PEOPLE LIKE JOSE BECUASE THAT'S JUST CRUEL- DON'T YOU THINK HE'S GOT IT BAD ENOUGH, HE KNOWS HE'S FAT AND EVERYONE ELSE KNOWS SO DON'T TORMENT HIM FURTHER. LAURA TOOK YOU IN YOU WERE AND STILL ARE A LOSER YOU HAD NO FRIENDS, I WAS TENTATIVE- I DIDN'T TRUST YOU. THERE WERE TIMES WHERE I WOULD TELL LAURA YOU WERE A JERK AND I WAS JEALOUS WHEN SHE STARTED TO HANG OUT WITH, I'M NOT GONNA LIE- I DON'T LIE YOU DO, YOU INSULT, STEAL CHEAT AND WORK YOUR WAY TO THE TOP. BUT YOU'RE NEVER GONNA GET THERE. BECAUSE YOU'RE WORTHLESS YOU HAVE NO ENGINUITY, CREATIVITY OR UNIQUENESS. YOU ARE BRAINS, THAT'S IT. NOTHING MORE AND A WHOLE GODDAMN LESS. YOU AREN'T WORTH BEING ALIVE. YOU INSULTED LAURA REMEMBER? CALLED HER AN IDIOT TO IMPRESS PEOPLE, THEY DIDN'T MATTER, LAURA MATTERED AND YOU GAVE HER SHIT. SHE GAVE YOU FRIENDS. I GAVE YOU FRIENDS, IDEAS AND ADVICE. YOU STABBED US IN THE BACK. DO YOU REMEMBER THAT NIGHT IN TOWN FOR THE X-MAS SHOPPING NIGHT? WEN PATRICK SAID TO YOU "HEY YOU'RE KELLY'S SISTER" AND YOU GAVE HIM A HIGH-FIVE?YEAH, THAT NEARLY DESTROYED HER SHE CRIED FOR DAYS. YOU WERE TRIUMPHANT AND YOU HAD DONE WHAT YOU SET OUT TO DO, WHAT WAS THAT EXACTLY- KILL HERSELF OR MAYBE SOMETHING LESS EXTREME- GET JEALOUS OR HIT YOU MAYBE. GOD KNOWS SHE WAS AND WANTED TO. REMEMBER REC NIGHT? YOU GRINDED WITH BRAD. YOU SON OF A BITCH MOTHER FUCKER. YOU GRINDED WITH HIM. I CANNOT DESCRIBE IN WORDS HOW BADLY THAT HURT HER. YOU WERE HER FRIEND. YOU DON'T GRIND WITH THE GUY YOUR(IN YUOR MIND MOST LIKELY) BEST FRRIEND IS COMPLETLY IN LOVE WITH. MAYBE YOU D0ON'T HAVE A CORRECT MEASURE OF LOVE- BUT LET ME TELL YOU MY FINE FUCKER THAT'S WHAT LARUA FEELS FOR JACOB AND YOU HAVE SHIT ON THAT- LEFT A SCAR IN HER, AL THOSE TIMES YOU SAID YOU HUGGED BRAD OR WAVED OR SAID HI I FELT LIKE SHOOTING YOU, NOT JUST FOR LAURA BUT FOR MYSELF- IT WAS SOME GREAT SATISFACTION TO SEE HIM YESTERDAY WAVE AND SMILE AT LAURA AND COMPLETELY INGORE YOU. AND WHILE I'M ON THE SUBJECT- TWIG- YEAH BY THE WAY LAURA DID A LOT MORE WITH HIM THAN HUGGING HIM AND HOLDING HIS HAND AND WAVING. A LOT MORE.BUT SHE DIDN'T TELL YOU THAT BECAUS ESHE KNEW IT WOULD HURT YOUR FEELINGS- YOU WOULD BE UPSET. SHE 'S A GOOD PERSON EVEN IF YOU EVER DIDN'T DELIBRATLY TRY TO HURT HER IT WOULD BE PRETTY DAMN OBVIOUS THAT IT WASN'T A GOOD THING TO MENTION. I, ON THE OTHER HAND, DON'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS ABOUT YOU. RIGHT UP TO TODAY. THIS IS WHEN I LOST IT. LAURA- THE PERSON WHO YOU WOULD SAY IS YOUR BEST FRIENDS HAD TO TELL ME HOW SHE HAS TO WORK WITH TWO LOSERS BECAUSE YOU CONVIENTLY BEING THE SELFISH PERSON YOU ARE SWITCHED AND THEN WE SAW BRAD AND THE CABBAGE KID AND SHE TOTALLY BROKE DOWN. YOU WERE SUCESSFUL, CASEY- SO I THINK A HIGH FIVE IS IN ORDER, YOU MISERABLE PRICK.
P.S.- LAURA HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS; SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW. P.P.S- THIS IS NOT A JOKE. I HATE YOU.
[ music | GAME SHOWS ON MUTE- INCUBUS ]
HAVE ALWAYS SAID AMONG THE OTHER PHRASES SAYINGS AND INSULTS LAURA AND I HAVE THOUGHT UP UPON OUR OWN CREATIVITY. WE DO NOT STEAL. CASEY HOWEVER DOES, I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW MANY THINGS BETWEEN LAURA AND I HAS SHE STOLEN FROM US, MORE LAURAS' MIND YOU, BUT STILL SOME MINE. AND THIS BY THE BY ... CASEY.... THIS- .:: IS LAURA'S, GIVE IT BACK, YOU FUCKUP. AND NO I AM NOT JOKING ABOUT THIS BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT- YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE. YOU ARE. I BEING ME DO NOT GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME. IO KNOW INSIDE YOU'RE A LOSER. I KNOW YOU'RE STILL THAT SAME DEPRESSED EMO THAT MY, YES MINE NOT YOURS SHE HAS NEVER BEEN YOURS AND SHE NEVER WILL YOU STUPID LITTLE SHIT. YOU ARE SUCH A DUMB FUCK YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH PAIN YOU HAVE CAUSED A LOT OF PEOPLE IN YUOR LIFE AND I BELIEVE THAT YOU SHOULD HOP TO IT AND JUST KILL YOURSELF ALREADY BECAUSE WE'RE ALL SICK OF YOU. IF IT WERE'NT FOR LAURA YOU'D STILL BE SITTING ALONE, OR EVEN BETTER WHERE YOU SHOULD BE- WITH LIZ FUCKING IRRIGANG AND VALARIE (WHO IS NICE AND I WON'T SAY ANYTHING MEAN ABOUT HER, I'M SAVING IT ALL UP TO USE ON YOU YOU MISERABLE ASSHOLE) YOU HAVE DUG YOURSELF INTO A HOLE- AND I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU TELL PEOPLE ABOUT ME; I DON'T YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO HURT ME- BUT I CAN HURT YOU. LIKE YOU'VE HURT LAURA AND OTHER PEOPLE TOO. ALL YOUR ANTICS WITH ALAN AND INSULTING PEOPLE LIKE JOSE BECUASE THAT'S JUST CRUEL- DON'T YOU THINK HE'S GOT IT BAD ENOUGH, HE KNOWS HE'S FAT AND EVERYONE ELSE KNOWS SO DON'T TORMENT HIM FURTHER. LAURA TOOK YOU IN YOU WERE AND STILL ARE A LOSER YOU HAD NO FRIENDS, I WAS TENTATIVE- I DIDN'T TRUST YOU. THERE WERE TIMES WHERE I WOULD TELL LAURA YOU WERE A JERK AND I WAS JEALOUS WHEN SHE STARTED TO HANG OUT WITH, I'M NOT GONNA LIE- I DON'T LIE YOU DO, YOU INSULT, STEAL CHEAT AND WORK YOUR WAY TO THE TOP. BUT YOU'RE NEVER GONNA GET THERE. BECAUSE YOU'RE WORTHLESS YOU HAVE NO ENGINUITY, CREATIVITY OR UNIQUENESS. YOU ARE BRAINS, THAT'S IT. NOTHING MORE AND A WHOLE GODDAMN LESS. YOU AREN'T WORTH BEING ALIVE. YOU INSULTED LAURA REMEMBER? CALLED HER AN IDIOT TO IMPRESS PEOPLE, THEY DIDN'T MATTER, LAURA MATTERED AND YOU GAVE HER SHIT. SHE GAVE YOU FRIENDS. I GAVE YOU FRIENDS, IDEAS AND ADVICE. YOU STABBED US IN THE BACK. DO YOU REMEMBER THAT NIGHT IN TOWN FOR THE X-MAS SHOPPING NIGHT? WEN PATRICK SAID TO YOU "HEY YOU'RE KELLY'S SISTER" AND YOU GAVE HIM A HIGH-FIVE?YEAH, THAT NEARLY DESTROYED HER SHE CRIED FOR DAYS. YOU WERE TRIUMPHANT AND YOU HAD DONE WHAT YOU SET OUT TO DO, WHAT WAS THAT EXACTLY- KILL HERSELF OR MAYBE SOMETHING LESS EXTREME- GET JEALOUS OR HIT YOU MAYBE. GOD KNOWS SHE WAS AND WANTED TO. REMEMBER REC NIGHT? YOU GRINDED WITH BRAD. YOU SON OF A BITCH MOTHER FUCKER. YOU GRINDED WITH HIM. I CANNOT DESCRIBE IN WORDS HOW BADLY THAT HURT HER. YOU WERE HER FRIEND. YOU DON'T GRIND WITH THE GUY YOUR(IN YUOR MIND MOST LIKELY) BEST FRRIEND IS COMPLETLY IN LOVE WITH. MAYBE YOU D0ON'T HAVE A CORRECT MEASURE OF LOVE- BUT LET ME TELL YOU MY FINE FUCKER THAT'S WHAT LARUA FEELS FOR JACOB AND YOU HAVE SHIT ON THAT- LEFT A SCAR IN HER, AL THOSE TIMES YOU SAID YOU HUGGED BRAD OR WAVED OR SAID HI I FELT LIKE SHOOTING YOU, NOT JUST FOR LAURA BUT FOR MYSELF- IT WAS SOME GREAT SATISFACTION TO SEE HIM YESTERDAY WAVE AND SMILE AT LAURA AND COMPLETELY INGORE YOU. AND WHILE I'M ON THE SUBJECT- TWIG- YEAH BY THE WAY LAURA DID A LOT MORE WITH HIM THAN HUGGING HIM AND HOLDING HIS HAND AND WAVING. A LOT MORE.BUT SHE DIDN'T TELL YOU THAT BECAUS ESHE KNEW IT WOULD HURT YOUR FEELINGS- YOU WOULD BE UPSET. SHE 'S A GOOD PERSON EVEN IF YOU EVER DIDN'T DELIBRATLY TRY TO HURT HER IT WOULD BE PRETTY DAMN OBVIOUS THAT IT WASN'T A GOOD THING TO MENTION. I, ON THE OTHER HAND, DON'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS ABOUT YOU. RIGHT UP TO TODAY. THIS IS WHEN I LOST IT. LAURA- THE PERSON WHO YOU WOULD SAY IS YOUR BEST FRIENDS HAD TO TELL ME HOW SHE HAS TO WORK WITH TWO LOSERS BECAUSE YOU CONVIENTLY BEING THE SELFISH PERSON YOU ARE SWITCHED AND THEN WE SAW BRAD AND THE CABBAGE KID AND SHE TOTALLY BROKE DOWN. YOU WERE SUCESSFUL, CASEY- SO I THINK A HIGH FIVE IS IN ORDER, YOU MISERABLE PRICK.
P.S.- LAURA HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS; SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW.
P.P.S- THIS IS NOT A JOKE. I HATE YOU.
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