Baby;
I found the perfect song to describe how I feel about Nate. I had actually heard t before but had forgotten about until Friday night when it just randomly popped into my head and I remembered the lyrics. Check this out:
"Baby" - Ashanti
I don't remember feeling like this... Baby...Baby I love you...Baby...Baby I love you. I got this jones forming in my bones (from a man), who indeed took over my soul, (understand), I couldn't breathe if he ever said (he would leave), get on my knees till they bloody red, (baby please), see I don't know if you get it yet (just don't know), He's like a lighter to my cigarette(watch me smoke), I never knew another human life(didn't know), could have the power to take over mine, So baby baby. Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby(baby I love you), baby, baby,baby baby,baby, I love it when I hear ya name, got me sayin' baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby, baby, baby, baby, baby. See, I could never feel alone with you (in my life), I'll give up everything I own for you (won't think twice), almost a shame how I'm mesmerized (such a shame), I loose my thought looking in your eyes (I know why), because your kisses make my lips quiver (and that's real), and when you touch me my whole body shivers (I can feel), now, I can see how another life(nother life), could have the power to take over mine..cause your my... Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,(baby I love you), baby, baby,baby baby,baby, I love it when I hear ya name, got me sayin' baby, baby, baby, baby, baby(baby I love you) baby, baby, baby, baby, baby. Break it down Baby, I can't see my world (can't see) living here on God's green earth, (God) you don't know what ya done to me (done to me), I never thought I'd need you desperately(desperately), it's kind of sick how I'm stuck on you(stuck on you), but I don't care cause I'm needa you (I'm needing you), and how I feel will remain the same (remains the same), cause your're my baby (cause your my baby), listen and when the world starts to stress me out (where I run), it's to you boy without a doubt (you're the one), who keeps me sane and I can't complain (can't complain), you're like a drug you relieve my pain (may seem strange), you're like the blood flowing through my vains (oooo), keeps me alive and feeding my brain (oooo), now this is how another human life (nother life), could have the power to take over mine..cause your my Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby (baby I love you), baby, baby,baby baby,baby, I love it when I hear ya name, got me sayin' baby, baby, baby, baby, baby(ooo..baby I love you), baby, baby, baby, baby, baby. baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby baby, baby,baby baby,baby baby, baby, baby, baby, baby baby, baby, baby, baby, baby.