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HEY so alissa wanted me to update ...but i dont have anyhting to rant about...well maybe i do...but i dont care enough to bitch about it. i miss alissa and we need to hang out more...shes one of the FEW...FUCKING FEW true friends i have.
so ryan is mad at me. i love him, i do. but hes so different now. everyone notices...its not even about the relationship anymore...im happy that hes happy, and her as well...but theyre both so different...and it hurts.
god forbid anyone else would matter.
well let me tell u what else...i miss my cullen i love that fucker more than life.
i think im bored with everything...im irritated. but i dont know..content. whatever. im over it
so ryan is mad at me. i love him, i do. but hes so different now. everyone notices...its not even about the relationship anymore...im happy that hes happy, and her as well...but theyre both so different...and it hurts.
god forbid anyone else would matter.
well let me tell u what else...i miss my cullen i love that fucker more than life.
i think im bored with everything...im irritated. but i dont know..content. whatever. im over it