Dec 12, 2004 14:21
so im so fucking irritated. some people are being so gay lately...the people i love the most...grr u kno who the fuck u are. i dunno i dont really care, it just sucks bc now that one little person is in the picture, it all changes and i dont matter. whaaaaatever. its almost christmas so fuck it im not gonna let shit bother me. i cant!... whats the point. dont i say this every time?
yes, yes I do. i need to get better so i can go out. i definately need to go out. to a party...get smashed...jesus christ.
steeler game tonight!!!! i wonder what im gonna do... invite some people over...aahhh i need a nap first.
grr hes being sortof lame,...or maybe im overeacting...i dont know, but whatever it is, its not good. im losing hope here.
but ryan and andy = <3 i was sick and drunk on friday and they took care of me.<3