sorry to everyone
im not sorry about how im feeling about myself. im so sorry to all the people ive hurt when all i do is think about myself. I dont want to scare people anymore especially people that I beleive might have a chance in feeling a lot better in life. im going to try and get a job this week you know fill out some applications hopefully ill get a job at petco id like to be around the animals especially the dogs. I never meant to scare people or make them feel guilty about what i say. All I have is love for everyone and a lot more for other people. i dont want to make peoples life worse and if that means letting certain people go as much as i love them i might have to deal with that. thats all i have to say. hope everyone is having a good day. love to all. feel good. Ryan