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Christmas is nearly over. It's been... so much fun. I've been worried about what 'Kashi's parents would think of me, honestly but... I think it's all okay. Much less than I can say for my own father...
Gogo's looking forward to going home. She misses mom's treats, I think.
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I'm not, though... I'm going home on Monday afternoon... I wish I could just stay with 'Kashi. I feel safe with him. And wanted. Shiraishi and Niou, too. And Yuushi...
Why is it that our parents are supposed to be people who make us feel safe and wanted, but I don't want to be anywhere near home? I don't want to go to him. I'm worried he won't let me go back to camp.... to 'Kashi... to buchou and Niou and my other friends...
Why can't he let me just... be me? He's got Shota to follow him. Why does he need me?
Gogo's looking forward to going home. She misses mom's treats, I think.
Private
I'm not, though... I'm going home on Monday afternoon... I wish I could just stay with 'Kashi. I feel safe with him. And wanted. Shiraishi and Niou, too. And Yuushi...
Why is it that our parents are supposed to be people who make us feel safe and wanted, but I don't want to be anywhere near home? I don't want to go to him. I'm worried he won't let me go back to camp.... to 'Kashi... to buchou and Niou and my other friends...
Why can't he let me just... be me? He's got Shota to follow him. Why does he need me?