But its our reaction that matters.
Nip/Tuck is by far one of the best series I've ever let myself become a fan of. I'm currently watching all of season 1, as well as season 1 of Big Love and season 2 of Dawson's Creek. Something about having some vacation time has made me want to indulge in this media frenzy. I've started making more jewelry on the side and stationary will be started up again when the school re-opens. As for shirts I've managed to put out a few and I'm working on some designs from my art class with my teacher so I guess I'm keeping busy but at the same time only managing things that make me happy. I can hardly wait to be in Europe in a few months with friends and spending sometime back in Prague will be a present for myself. The dates aren't clear, but that will be resolved come January. Christmas with Doug was splendid, as he bought me various books on yoga and pilates and a random fashion book he found while his company was moving offices which I love. I also received The Baxter.... I LOVE that movie; so well done and Michelle Williams and Michael Showalter are too adorable. Plus he gave me this necklace I had pointed out at the flea market which I didn't expect at all!
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Christmas cards have been sent; still debating on a few for personal reasons, and I'm still finishing up on a few presents here and there. I can't wait to be in my big comfy home with my family. Recently the house has become more home feeling, but I think it's cause Chris always comes with me and we're able to hang out again like we used to in our other houses. Him and I went to look at an apartment together that was incredibly expensive but fun either way to explore, and it was fun just to hang out with him. I'm looking forward to mum's cookies and dinner specialities, dad getting excited about taking us to see a movie which for some reason always makes him happy, and for my crazy aunt and uncle to come down who I haven't seen in a year (boo).
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It's strange how a year ago Graham and I broke up a week from Christmas basically and it tore us up; one of those "merry fucking christmas" feelings. But when you know one of you knows what they want and the other is constantly unsure, it makes things so hard on a relationship that eventually a crack will appear and decisions will be made. I'm grateful though for our friendship that we could make of it, and that we both have still remained very close in each other's hearts. I guess I learned a lot is sorta what I'm saying.
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Sometimes I look back and realize that the decisions others made have drastically effected my life but perhaps for the better. Perhaps my life needed to be broken up and re-designed cause as she says, "I'm learning little by little that we decide what our lives are gonna be. Things happen to us. But it's our reactions that matter."
I miss this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSuXiaUAwX0
and yes this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2-xTEgpTYQ
90s teen movie marathon will be arriving soon, and I can hardly wait for it.
happy holidays everyone, take care of yourselves and be happy.
xoxo
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Christmas cards have been sent; still debating on a few for personal reasons, and I'm still finishing up on a few presents here and there. I can't wait to be in my big comfy home with my family. Recently the house has become more home feeling, but I think it's cause Chris always comes with me and we're able to hang out again like we used to in our other houses. Him and I went to look at an apartment together that was incredibly expensive but fun either way to explore, and it was fun just to hang out with him. I'm looking forward to mum's cookies and dinner specialities, dad getting excited about taking us to see a movie which for some reason always makes him happy, and for my crazy aunt and uncle to come down who I haven't seen in a year (boo).
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It's strange how a year ago Graham and I broke up a week from Christmas basically and it tore us up; one of those "merry fucking christmas" feelings. But when you know one of you knows what they want and the other is constantly unsure, it makes things so hard on a relationship that eventually a crack will appear and decisions will be made. I'm grateful though for our friendship that we could make of it, and that we both have still remained very close in each other's hearts. I guess I learned a lot is sorta what I'm saying.
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Sometimes I look back and realize that the decisions others made have drastically effected my life but perhaps for the better. Perhaps my life needed to be broken up and re-designed cause as she says, "I'm learning little by little that we decide what our lives are gonna be. Things happen to us. But it's our reactions that matter."
I miss this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSuXiaUAwX0
and yes this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2-xTEgpTYQ
90s teen movie marathon will be arriving soon, and I can hardly wait for it.
happy holidays everyone, take care of yourselves and be happy.
xoxo