So yeah, I'm not dead!
Ok so it has been awhile, but between staying at Ryan's and working I don't get much time on the computer except to check email. Now, I have been feeling as if I haven't grown up, I mean I can fend for myself, pay bills, etc do all those grown up things. But I don't feel I have grown up, I've never truly been away from home, (going to college less than 30miles away doesn't count). I realized this because last weekend when Ryan and I were in boston celebrating out 6 yrs together, next year we will almost have a common law marriage! Anyways, I was on the T listening to these two girls talk about how they didn't go home for thanksgiving or chirstmas, I could never imagine doing that! Idk I just think I haven't grown up and moved on with my life as so many people have who are my age. Also I think I will be taking the T in to boston when I will probably have to work there but taking the communter rail to the T wasn't so bad. I rather do that then live in boston or drive down to boston, the reason I say this is because some really good jobs for me are in Boston or close to. I should be hanging out with my brother since he leaves tomorrow to go back to school, another thing that is bothering me is that next year (aka this summer) Bobby might not come home since he tried out for an intership playing for Bush Gardens (I think) anyways he wouldn't come home and he would be far away. It just makes me sad that I might not get to see the entire family during the summer.