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Im tired of lewis being around. Some one make him leave bc obviously I cant. W/e. Friday he snapped my neck so bad my mom hurt the crack by the door. that put me out of commision for a while. I think since the accident, my shoulder and neck were fucked up anyway and he just made it worse. W/e. WTFE.
He goes.."I hope Nick comes back to finish you off." Wow. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU FOR THAT AND EVERYTHING. Later he tried to apologize using the excuse that "when I get angry, I say things I dont mean." Ok. Calling me a whore, bitch, slut, ect. is one thing. Saying shit like that is like an unforgivable and in the event that we do become friends again, I will still ALWAYS hate you for that.
I dont bring fucked up things from your past..[and I could cuz theres just as much as there is in mine..], so why do you have to? Bc your a prick. You fail.
I hate that I have no where in my OWN FUCKING HOUSE to just be left alone. I dont have one single room that I can go to and just get away from everyone and its driving me crazy. Like...sdfasdfasdf. GET THE FUCK AWAY. I CANT BE AROUND PEOPLE 24/7. I WILL GO CRAZY AND KILL SOME ONE. Ugh. Everything feels like such a mess. I go to work just so I dont have to think about anything.
I miss danny really badly lately. Its weird. I just started thinking about him and normally, he'll pop into my head for a little while and then the ADD will kick in, but last night he just stuck and wouldnt leave. It was really rather odd. Anyway..
Im loosing Ceci and Kozik, and none of its their fault. How many times can you really call some one and have them not answer before you're like.."wow. fuck you."? I dont blame them, but it still sucks. I really am just really busy lately and Im so so so sorry. Please dont hate me for life. Just maybe the next two weeks til classes are out. Then we can all be in love again.
He goes.."I hope Nick comes back to finish you off." Wow. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU FOR THAT AND EVERYTHING. Later he tried to apologize using the excuse that "when I get angry, I say things I dont mean." Ok. Calling me a whore, bitch, slut, ect. is one thing. Saying shit like that is like an unforgivable and in the event that we do become friends again, I will still ALWAYS hate you for that.
I dont bring fucked up things from your past..[and I could cuz theres just as much as there is in mine..], so why do you have to? Bc your a prick. You fail.
I hate that I have no where in my OWN FUCKING HOUSE to just be left alone. I dont have one single room that I can go to and just get away from everyone and its driving me crazy. Like...sdfasdfasdf. GET THE FUCK AWAY. I CANT BE AROUND PEOPLE 24/7. I WILL GO CRAZY AND KILL SOME ONE. Ugh. Everything feels like such a mess. I go to work just so I dont have to think about anything.
I miss danny really badly lately. Its weird. I just started thinking about him and normally, he'll pop into my head for a little while and then the ADD will kick in, but last night he just stuck and wouldnt leave. It was really rather odd. Anyway..
Im loosing Ceci and Kozik, and none of its their fault. How many times can you really call some one and have them not answer before you're like.."wow. fuck you."? I dont blame them, but it still sucks. I really am just really busy lately and Im so so so sorry. Please dont hate me for life. Just maybe the next two weeks til classes are out. Then we can all be in love again.