If theres nothing there to make things change, if it's the same for you I'll just hang...
I opened a savings account and a checking account today at the bank. I love the OCTFCU cuz it just looks so cool on the inside. My sister hooked me up there, the cost to open the accounts were only fifty cents, normally twenty five. Arn't I so cool, yeah right....
I have found a new love, something that makes life worth living. SONGWRITING! Yes, I soon will be one of the greatest song writers of all time, right up there with Tom Petty, Stapp/Tremonti, and my fav, Rob Thomas haha. I can't believe I've never tried this out before. I write for hours, at the park, beach, room, the crapper, jk!!! So the tally is up to five, yes, five number one hit songs. I went to Sam Ass today with my mother, we looked at the electic pianos, she's thinking about buying one which I'm totally stoked about, 1500 bucks! It's just beautiful though. "You Wont Be Mine" is my new favorite to play on the piano, its just so jazzy, mmmm, I feel like making love! "Baby, when I dream about you, I dream about love"!!!
So this lady came to my church today for the last time (she thinks). She has cancer and has decided to quit her kemo. It's just so weird, when we first came here to Cypress, I can remember her laughing and loving, she just seemed so happy to be alive. Church is not going to be the same without here.
So Ray Charles' funeral was today. Thats who I want at my funeral. Stevie Wonder and BB King. Damn, those guys can sing. I went to the beach on Wednesday, the water was very nice but the sky was cloudy. Good times, Jack in the Box sucks. I wanted to go see Dodge Ball today but no one was able to go with me. Just as well I guess. I shopped till I dropped today and cleaned my room. Did a hella lotta laundry, and worked out. I should go to bed now.
You know what sucks. Reading, off of a screen, about someone you care about so much. How they are doing, what they are doing, and just everyday little things. It's just so damn depressing, I want to be in their life, I want to be part of their life, not just an observer. I miss you so much it hurts.
"Well, it's almost like a disease... I know soon you will be, over the lies, you'll be strong, you'll be rich in love and you will carry on, but no - Oh no, no you won't be mine"
I have found a new love, something that makes life worth living. SONGWRITING! Yes, I soon will be one of the greatest song writers of all time, right up there with Tom Petty, Stapp/Tremonti, and my fav, Rob Thomas haha. I can't believe I've never tried this out before. I write for hours, at the park, beach, room, the crapper, jk!!! So the tally is up to five, yes, five number one hit songs. I went to Sam Ass today with my mother, we looked at the electic pianos, she's thinking about buying one which I'm totally stoked about, 1500 bucks! It's just beautiful though. "You Wont Be Mine" is my new favorite to play on the piano, its just so jazzy, mmmm, I feel like making love! "Baby, when I dream about you, I dream about love"!!!
So this lady came to my church today for the last time (she thinks). She has cancer and has decided to quit her kemo. It's just so weird, when we first came here to Cypress, I can remember her laughing and loving, she just seemed so happy to be alive. Church is not going to be the same without here.
So Ray Charles' funeral was today. Thats who I want at my funeral. Stevie Wonder and BB King. Damn, those guys can sing. I went to the beach on Wednesday, the water was very nice but the sky was cloudy. Good times, Jack in the Box sucks. I wanted to go see Dodge Ball today but no one was able to go with me. Just as well I guess. I shopped till I dropped today and cleaned my room. Did a hella lotta laundry, and worked out. I should go to bed now.
You know what sucks. Reading, off of a screen, about someone you care about so much. How they are doing, what they are doing, and just everyday little things. It's just so damn depressing, I want to be in their life, I want to be part of their life, not just an observer. I miss you so much it hurts.
"Well, it's almost like a disease... I know soon you will be, over the lies, you'll be strong, you'll be rich in love and you will carry on, but no - Oh no, no you won't be mine"