I saw Matt O riding his bike down the street. “Dyke on bike”, I yelled over my PA, not really. I wanted to jump outta my car and hug him. Not really again hahaha. I’m excited for a lot of things. My drum solo composed by me, school’s getting better, and some other things I care not to mention. I heard this new song by HOOBASTANK. I had no idea it was them but I fell in love with it.
The Reason
Hoobastank
I’m not a perfect person. there are many things I wish I didn’t do
but I continue learning. I never meant to do those things to you.
and so I have to say before I go, that I just want you to know
I’ve found a reason for me, to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
I’m sorry that I hurt, its something I must live with everyday
and all the pain I put you through, I wish that I could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears, thats why I need you to hear
I’m not a perfect person, I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go that I just want you to know
I’ve found a reason for me, to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
I’ve found a reason to show a side of me you didn’t know
a reason for all that I do, and the reason is you
This song means a lot to me because there are a lot of people I have hurt. I’m just now realizing everything and its kinda sad, but I’m glad and I know that I can/will/must, and have changed.
So I decided to break myself of writing in here so many times a week. Hopefully I can get down to like three updates a week. That should be easy haha.
“Little hands, little feet, little baby.”
DMB