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Just thought everyone would love to know that I'm still alive. :)
Well... Jerrad and I will never be together again. :) He called me about a week or so ago and said "Do you want to die?", it was actually pretty funny. I really dont know why I put up with his crap for so long. I'm not going to dwell in the past and try to make things work out with us because I wont allow myself to be put through everything again. Most of you dont really know about our relationship. Just know that Jerrad was a psycho mother fucker and I thank God i'm still alive today. :D I'm a happier person today because I finally got up the nerve to leave him. So yeah, props to Angellll.
...the bad part about is... I DO still miss him sometimes. Maybe I just miss the attention. Whatever though, there's other fish in the sea.
Matthewwww... if your reading this... where the hell are you?!
I miss you dearly and we need to set up a day to hang out.
Hell, i'll even let you take me out to lunch or dinner... or BOTH! :)
hahaha, I love you though. &&& I was serious about lunch/dinner.
Why do people lie? Is it to make you look better than me? Do you think it makes you look cool? Do you think you'll actually get away with it? Geez, I try to give people the benefit of the doubt or whatever. I actually went out of MY way to be nice to YOU and I took up for YOU when people would tell me that YOU werent the friend I thought you were. Bitch, I should shoot you. I'm not in high school anymore, therefore I dont play the high school games that you obviously do. So, let me break it down for you. We were doing fine in our little "friendship" and I actually considered you one of my "best friends". But trust me, I know what all this is about. It's about that night I hung out with your "old friend". If you had a problem with it, you could have told me. There is nothing going on between us. We havent done anything, trust me sweetie... I'M not the one you need to be worried about. :) But believe me, you only thought you could get away with lying on me. I know everything you ever said. I know you called his sister and told her that I "might be pregnant by either him or Jerrad"... thats funny, considering we never had sex... and never will. Your about to have a damn baby, dont you think its about time you grew up? Dont come crying to me when your boyfriend leaves you or cheats on you... AGAIN. I dont have anything to say to you. DONT call me. DONT try to be my friend. Like TI said, "you dont know me". hahaha, seriously though.
Well... Jerrad and I will never be together again. :) He called me about a week or so ago and said "Do you want to die?", it was actually pretty funny. I really dont know why I put up with his crap for so long. I'm not going to dwell in the past and try to make things work out with us because I wont allow myself to be put through everything again. Most of you dont really know about our relationship. Just know that Jerrad was a psycho mother fucker and I thank God i'm still alive today. :D I'm a happier person today because I finally got up the nerve to leave him. So yeah, props to Angellll.
...the bad part about is... I DO still miss him sometimes. Maybe I just miss the attention. Whatever though, there's other fish in the sea.
Matthewwww... if your reading this... where the hell are you?!
I miss you dearly and we need to set up a day to hang out.
Hell, i'll even let you take me out to lunch or dinner... or BOTH! :)
hahaha, I love you though. &&& I was serious about lunch/dinner.
Why do people lie? Is it to make you look better than me? Do you think it makes you look cool? Do you think you'll actually get away with it? Geez, I try to give people the benefit of the doubt or whatever. I actually went out of MY way to be nice to YOU and I took up for YOU when people would tell me that YOU werent the friend I thought you were. Bitch, I should shoot you. I'm not in high school anymore, therefore I dont play the high school games that you obviously do. So, let me break it down for you. We were doing fine in our little "friendship" and I actually considered you one of my "best friends". But trust me, I know what all this is about. It's about that night I hung out with your "old friend". If you had a problem with it, you could have told me. There is nothing going on between us. We havent done anything, trust me sweetie... I'M not the one you need to be worried about. :) But believe me, you only thought you could get away with lying on me. I know everything you ever said. I know you called his sister and told her that I "might be pregnant by either him or Jerrad"... thats funny, considering we never had sex... and never will. Your about to have a damn baby, dont you think its about time you grew up? Dont come crying to me when your boyfriend leaves you or cheats on you... AGAIN. I dont have anything to say to you. DONT call me. DONT try to be my friend. Like TI said, "you dont know me". hahaha, seriously though.