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[fashun_femme]

everytime i am the least bit happy something always happens to discourage my feelings.... why? why cant the feelings i have towards them be mutal? thats all i ask. i dont want to go out with them, i dont need any more then knowing that SOMONE (particularly the one) thinks of me more then just another girl. god, i see my friends get them in a heartbeat. and it hurts. i honestly dont know anymore.

anyone have advice on how i can go about this?
(i dont want sympathy i want advice...please)