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for a long while, i've been distressed on one point: while i enjoy masturbating, i haven't been able to give myself a real orgasm. only mini-ones, i guess you could call them. my body twitches and it feels wicked good, but being the big V i don't know what a real orgasm is supposed to feel like. only what its been described to me as. and what i was getting was definitely not that.
but finally, last night, i felt the real thing. building up so that i can't stop, and bursting and feeling like little electric charges from the tips of my fingers to the tips of my toes.
it was fabulous.
and being that this is a sex journal, i figured that should be of note.
and well, yesterday was a good day, because i went into my bedroom with the premise of napping, had two fine sessions, and then actually napped for about two & a half hours.
but finally, last night, i felt the real thing. building up so that i can't stop, and bursting and feeling like little electric charges from the tips of my fingers to the tips of my toes.
it was fabulous.
and being that this is a sex journal, i figured that should be of note.
and well, yesterday was a good day, because i went into my bedroom with the premise of napping, had two fine sessions, and then actually napped for about two & a half hours.