Strange things are a foot at circle K...

Oct 14, 2005 11:13

I have lost control.
I dont know who I am, or what I'm doing anymore.
I've gained the ability to block out things I dont like or want to do in order to do them.
Which makes me feel like my skin is just a shell and not a part of me.
I'm still ridiculously hung up on the kid, which makes no sense.
I should be done with it.
I don't feel like I'm a part of the big picture anymore, just in the back of the group with my arms crossed and nodding my head in agreement.
As much as I fight it, I want to be loved.
I'm not as strong as I seem.
I'm not as busy as I seem.
There's time for you, I'm just afraid to make it.

Horrah! for cryptic entires!

Alaina
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