peggy, heggy, bo beggy, banana fana, fo feggy, me my mo meggy, oh PEGGY!
so...most of you probably know this already but peggy (my sister) got a job in florida teaching in a special needs classroom. she starts on the 28th...so yeah! she's moving. and not only is she moving but TOMORROW no less! AHHHHHHH! what am i going to do without her? i keep telling her that i'm going to be so bored and that i might as well not even live at home because no one talks to me besides her but she doesn't believe me. yeah my mom talks to me but not for any extended period of time. she asks the parent questions like "how was school?" etc...etc...so that doesn't really count. and yeah i talk (rather argue) with jean-luc but it's not the same and i don't even need to get started about my dad. although he'll probably start talking to me now and be nicer to everyone in general because there's one less person that will talk to him in the house if he's mean from now on. so maybe it will be a happy change but i know it'll take a lot of getting used to. the worst part is that lately i haven't even hung out with her that much. it seems like forever since we did anything and now she's leaving and i have school all day literally. until 9pm. AHHHHHHHH! and tomorrow she'll probably leave pretty early and i won't see her for a month. i know it's just a month but she's only coming back for a weekend because of her friend's surgery and besides that my dad already has her whole weekend planned out for her so we won't even be able to do something then. and then she'll leave again until whenever! she doesn't know if she's coming back this summer...if she doesn't i don't know what i shall do. i know i sound awfully whiny and selfish thinking only of how i feel and not being happy for her, but i am happy for her. i'm proud as peaches that she has a job and ecstatic that she finally escaped our home as i wish to do someday! lol. i don't know i guess i just can't help thinking about all the bad stuff. maybe that's how i deal with it. i haven't cried. not even close so maybe i'm doing all this to stay strong. i just hope i don't tick her off in the meantime. i guess it won't be wholly bad i mean we can talk to each other on AIM and i'm always exclaiming how i love to write letters and now here's a real chance at it. i don't know...