life...without ...life

[fashionista13]

i've been thinking that i don't need certain people in my life to be happy...maybe i do need someone but it dosen't have to be that one i've awaited for long. it seems silly to think that one person can make you feel so happy yet so sad...i thought it was love but no its not. i wanna be free and meet new people, people that are interested in me in what i say and really care...not people that say they care but can't even call back on some days if you'll miss me so much then why don't you want to hang out with me or talk to me....i guess pushing me away now will make the pain fade away while i'm gone.... i hate not having anything to do all i do is think...which is bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dulce.
p.s. derrick and i are P.I.M.P.S