Hah...You all suck
Hm...I'm in R&D again, this class is useless. It has no purpose but to give me time to write in this journal of mine. But fuck, this weekend is gonnan rock. I'm hanging out with Rikako and Jenny ( i think, not sure about jen). We're gonnan go to the movies, then the mall...then im gonna go catch a play, the stupid one @ Mahone, but ill get like a million extra credit points for going. Hah, i can already smell the Abercrombie that im gonna buy this weekend...wow, that really sounds gay. I can't be gay...there's no way...I can't be attracted to guys...oh well, i like penis. Speaking of penis, dunno if Juan is coming to my place this SAT, he's being gay. But it'll be fun, he's the kind of person that i would consider dating...though i kinda gotta meet him first. He's a sweetie. I get all happy when I check the CALLER ID and see that he called. I'm such a loser, but I still like the guy, so fuck it. N e who, Jackie's not here again today, and i think I know why...though i dont want to say because people read this journal-ma-bobber. One of these days I'm gonna come to school dressed all ghetto to get a rise out of people, fuck yeah. They'll be all scared and hide in lockers when i walk past them with my baggy pants, loose-ass shirt, and walk around saying "What's up HOMES?!". I'd kill to see the looks on their faces. Damn....i feel sick, i ate too much at lunch. I at WAY too much at lunch. I wanna go see MEAN GIRLS again, i might be a little bit obsessed, but at least i fall in love with movies, and NOT WITH GIRLS....CUZ THAT'D BE WEIRD. Straight people are weird, they should all move to HAWAII and eat nothing but slim-fast bars. Fuck, i have so much homework, it's overwhelming. Some girl names Amanda Lay wants to hook me up with one of her friends name LOUIS or something like that. I'm not really sure i want to meet him though, cuz i kind of like the aforementioned guy, but he might be cool to hang out with. Like to play DANCE DANCE with. Amanda said he needs to talk to some gay guys cuz he's kind of suicidal and stuff, maybe i could talk to him and cheer him up a bit? Ill have to think about it though. Man, i was gonna go to the GSA, but RICKY was there and i dont really have a strong urge to go to these meetings anymore because i RICKY goes. I know it shouldnt bother me @ all , but it does. So fuck him, he too can go fall in a ditch, right with DAVID PALMER and HIS MOM. I havent gone to MILWAUKEE in a while either to hang out with the fags at PROJECT Q...but if i meet Juan....i think i might be okay with having just him. We'll see, cuz i kinda like the little slut.