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Addison really left me this time. With someone new.
I wish I could put it into words how much this hurts but I am tired of being sad over him. He did me more bad than good and for the past year and a half I deserved more than he ever offered me. I fucking stayed here for a damn boy. A damn boy who just lied and betrayed me and I kept telling myself I was strong. It's too late.
Fucking hate everything and I can't fix myself.
I wish I could put it into words how much this hurts but I am tired of being sad over him. He did me more bad than good and for the past year and a half I deserved more than he ever offered me. I fucking stayed here for a damn boy. A damn boy who just lied and betrayed me and I kept telling myself I was strong. It's too late.
Fucking hate everything and I can't fix myself.