SAD, VERY VERY SAD!
so i just talked to my roomate who went to new york to see our other roomate... i was sooooo supposed to go too... it sucks... i wanted to be happy for her but i just wanted to cry.... they went to see phantom... and she said it was soooo beautiful... so not fair... they have gone to the city and walked down time square and broadway and went to see the tree in rockafeller... and all i want to do is cry.... b/c here... im sitting at home... know my new years is giong to suck (that is a whole nother issue!)... not going out... and just working... how sad is my life right now...!!!!!!
AND NEW YEARS... so not looking forward to it... so my friends who WERE coming over decided to go to this place called the pool room instead... yeah they suck ass right now... MAJORLY... and my parents informed me i couldn't go n e where but the house b/c that was the plan from the beginging and im babysitter for the night... but really im just there b/c they go to sleep at 9...BUT STILL!!!!... then on top of it it is going to be me... my best friend meghan... and then my best friend kelie and her boyfriend... and all night they are going to be all lovey dovey and i don't know if i can put up with it! soooooo meg and my plan is to get wasted.... Plastered... RETARDED for all i care... i don't want to remember it! i want to forget about the fact that im NOT in new york...the fact that im HOME... the fact that my best friend had her bf are kissing ALL NIGHT LONG... and the fact that i don't have n e one to kiss at midnight... what a way to start the new years huh! and im not really looking forward to the rest of the year either... but there still might be hope... i will find out on the 4th... after the 4th will determine how bad my life will suck... or not...
so im done bitching... now im going to curl up in a ball and cry!
peace out cub scout!
AND NEW YEARS... so not looking forward to it... so my friends who WERE coming over decided to go to this place called the pool room instead... yeah they suck ass right now... MAJORLY... and my parents informed me i couldn't go n e where but the house b/c that was the plan from the beginging and im babysitter for the night... but really im just there b/c they go to sleep at 9...BUT STILL!!!!... then on top of it it is going to be me... my best friend meghan... and then my best friend kelie and her boyfriend... and all night they are going to be all lovey dovey and i don't know if i can put up with it! soooooo meg and my plan is to get wasted.... Plastered... RETARDED for all i care... i don't want to remember it! i want to forget about the fact that im NOT in new york...the fact that im HOME... the fact that my best friend had her bf are kissing ALL NIGHT LONG... and the fact that i don't have n e one to kiss at midnight... what a way to start the new years huh! and im not really looking forward to the rest of the year either... but there still might be hope... i will find out on the 4th... after the 4th will determine how bad my life will suck... or not...
so im done bitching... now im going to curl up in a ball and cry!
peace out cub scout!