8 1/2 years... WoW!
So for a long time now i was reading a friends lj and thinking they were about me... but now to find out they weren't... but that is ok... b/c it was scaring me b/c i didn't know what to say to them.
So much has happened in such a short time... with EVERYTHING! i don't even know the last time i saw his face, besides in a picture... but those are rare too... but now im kinda understanding the long time of not talking... it is all making since... we didn't talk for like a year we were almost strangers... from when i moved to tampa until i wrote him for his birthday this year... but still things weren't the same, we still didn't talk much... just recently we have began talking like we used to again... and im happy we have that friendship back b/c ive known him for too long to let that go! i missed it!
i missed the long conversations that were mostly consistant of "name that song", him playing a game on the comp, once or twice me falling asleep ... it never failed! i can never forget the memories that the past eight years(going on 9) have brought... WOW eight years can you believe it!!!! ive known this kid since 6th grade... and through out it all we have kept in touch... with a few breaks...
but when we started talking again... it felt weird b/c recently i was starting to see someone and i didn't know how to tell him... but now it doesn't matter b/c i FUCKED that up b/c i was STUPID... and once again i am alone... i hate that feeling...
But eventually i will make it to one of those crazy gainsville parties... and it will be Fun!
So much has happened in such a short time... with EVERYTHING! i don't even know the last time i saw his face, besides in a picture... but those are rare too... but now im kinda understanding the long time of not talking... it is all making since... we didn't talk for like a year we were almost strangers... from when i moved to tampa until i wrote him for his birthday this year... but still things weren't the same, we still didn't talk much... just recently we have began talking like we used to again... and im happy we have that friendship back b/c ive known him for too long to let that go! i missed it!
i missed the long conversations that were mostly consistant of "name that song", him playing a game on the comp, once or twice me falling asleep ... it never failed! i can never forget the memories that the past eight years(going on 9) have brought... WOW eight years can you believe it!!!! ive known this kid since 6th grade... and through out it all we have kept in touch... with a few breaks...
but when we started talking again... it felt weird b/c recently i was starting to see someone and i didn't know how to tell him... but now it doesn't matter b/c i FUCKED that up b/c i was STUPID... and once again i am alone... i hate that feeling...
But eventually i will make it to one of those crazy gainsville parties... and it will be Fun!