i think sanity has left the building...?...

[fashionbuddha]

i m so far gone i don't think i even have an idea. i m so willing to go for this i risking all i have, i don't even care if this is mutual any more, all i know is i have fallen for him and i love it! i want it so bad i don't even care if he has any real feelings! oh my god...i didn't think i was that off centered until i just read what i wrote, still i don't care.

i just want it...his touch, his kiss, his warmth, his thoughts, his body rising and fallen against mine, infusion of our sweat, his deep breath taunting my sensitive skin, his gasp...i don't care, i want it...